Quote of the Day...

SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO BE SELFISH
THAT'S THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.
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How true is that? Can that be applied to your own family member? Especially to those superior than you? People always say "Syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu", "Macamana pun, she's your mother.. yang dah membesarkan kamu.. she sacrificed a lot..".






By becoming a survivor will that mean you win? And with that winning, will that satisfy you? Can you say that you are now a fit person by surviving that way?







I don't know whether I should write this or not................







I do not know how to please her!








I think............... For her, me and hubby are just a burden. Menumpang di rumah dia. Mungkin dia tak sabar nak duduk di tanah & rumah baru bersama dengan anak yang lain. Anak yang selalu mencurahkan wang dah ringgit. Anak yang ni tak berharta.... Even she label my dear hubby as kedekut sebab kami ni jarang nak beli-membeli. Beli apa yang perlu saja.. Hmmm.. enough said and sins lah.





My dear darling has come to a point that he doesn't care anymore. "She's like that and you can't change it. Do whatever you want to please her it won't change anything". He even said that you might be appreciated when you don't live with her.




But the reason I moved back here to KL is to accompany her. Ingin jadi anak yang solehah yang ingin menemankan ibunya... tapi....................






Living under someone else nose is hard. It's so difficult to do your own thing. Difficult to lead your own life. Difficult to teach your own daughter a lesson. Once you do some things wrong, it will always be wrong to some people.





Who wants to be known as Si Tanggang?







Definitely I will not go to the extend of si Tanggang but as the quote of the day says, you have to think about yourself once in a while. Above all "sabar itu separuh daripada iman". I think most of the time I've been so patience and I will be like that for as long as I can..........








I have my own child and I do not know how my children going to think and treat me and my husband in the future. Let this experience be a lesson to me and hubby by not reinventing the wheels.